I know I said I don’t want to talk about possible relationships but my god, you guys.
I’m smitten. I looked at her face for six hours and it was like…I don’t know where you’ve been hiding but you’re here now and I’m sure it’s for a good reason. Maybe the universe feels that I’m now at a place where I can appreciate someone like this? I don’t know what it is, but can she just stay around long enough for me to figure it out.
Monifa gave birth to her very first baby two days ago and gave her the most beautiful name ever. The type of name where she can’t help but to feel like a goddess even on her worst days.
I love it when people are so young and in love but I also feel sad for them
Last night at Urban, Katie was training the new group of people and at the end of it when they were clocking out, one of the guys steps in front of me a little as I was hanging up a shirt and was like, “Hey, what’s your name?” and after I said Yolanda, he goes on to say that he just wanted to tell me that it was really nice hearing me laugh and it was good meeting me. I reached out my hand towards him to shake his hand (because it seemed like that’s what he wanted to do?) and he seemed really timid to take it. It was pretty cute. Made me laugh.
It also goes to show that when you think nobody pays you any attention because of whatever hangups you have about yourself, there’s someone in the distance…watching you, listening to you, waiting for their moment to say something.
I think from this point on, if I enter into any type of “relationship”, I won’t talk about it. The good, the bad…the ugly that eventually happens and settles. All you will see is photographs that I take of them and us in our moments. When the photos stop, we’ve stopped.
I’m having a late lunch today with Alyssa and Nikole after they get off of work.
Also, this person sent me a message a couple of days ago and we traded numbers and she asked me out for coffee today so I will be meeting her this evening. She listens to Outkast, favors independently owned coffee shops, refers to mayo as the demon’s semen, and told me how it’s beautiful outside and that we should bring our cameras.
I literally squealed.
But I’m not getting my hopes up.
i always change my mind about everything except the password i have been using since i was 10
Worked from 5am to 12:30pm and then 5pm to 9:45pm. I’m about to put my pajamas on, smoke a bowl, make some shrimp stir fry and catch up on my shows since I’m off tomorrow.
Today was good.